Stories from the couples therapy room


Stories from the Couples’ Therapy Room:

The roots of unworkable relationships, and the highroads out of hell!

By Jim Byrne

Doctor of Counselling and Couples Therapist


Copyright (c) Jim Byrne, 2023



“People settle for a level of despair they can tolerate and call it happiness”.



Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomBattered wives frequently return to their abusive husbands!

Abusive husbands frequently cry like babies when their battered wives leave them!

And battered men feel just as bad about being abused as do battered women. (There are two battered women in England and Wales for every battered man!)

Being battered by an older lesbian lover is no more conducive to personal happiness for a gay woman than the more conventional heterosexual variety of domestic abuse!

And gay men have more than their fair share of battered partners amongst their number.

This is the often-concealed underbelly of unhealthy sex-love relationships.


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomHowever, being battered is not the only problem that spoils and ultimately destroys couple relationships. Coercive control, short of physical abuse, is an apparently widespread problem.

Then there is incompatibility, and the “wearing out of love” after the honeymoon period is over: which is quite normal, and is only overcome if the two individuals in the relationship then learn how to manage their relationship from their capacity to reason, negotiate and compromise.

And finally, there is also the ordinary misery of dashed hopes and dreams, and experiences of poor verbal communication and the feeling of not being accepted and understood.

Despite all these problems, however, hope springs eternal; and we hope that next time we will “find love” – as opposed to “creating it”!

Hope is important, as poetically expressed by Max Ehrmann, in 1921:

“And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him (or Her – JWB) to be. And whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.”

But do not try to “find love”. Find it’s source in your own heart, and learn to “give love”. Be the source of love in the world! Do not seek to extract it from others, like a love-vampire!


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomIf you want to see the hidden interiors of other people’s couple relationships, and the problems with which they grapple, then this is an opportunity to do so. (All of the case studies and stories in this book are based on anonymized individuals. Even the individuals themselves are unlikely to recognize themselves in this version of their story!)

But this is not intended to be about washing of dirty linen in public, but rather an educational process. This book is intended to provide a way of improving your understanding of how many, if not most, humans relate in their most intimate relationships. Out of this will come a new awareness of what to do, and what not to do, in your own sex-love or couple relationship.

Marriage – (and marriage-like relationship) – is for grown-ups!

But very many couples tend to fight like bad-tempered infants, or sulky school children, or vengeful parent figures, when things go wrong in their lives.

Many individuals, both male and female, expect their marriage partner to be like a sustaining mother to them, so they can act like an omnipotent baby or bad-tempered child, and be indulged. And the same individuals, on other occasions, behave like bad-tempered parents, who expect their partners to behave like compliant children.


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomThis book describes a series of encounters between a psychotherapist and his troubled clients – both individuals and couples – who wanted help with their marriages or sex-love couple relationships.

It also includes the many guiding principles of happy relationship which he set out to teach to his clients.

The book is intended to be helpful for individuals who want to know more about love and relationship; or how to build a happy relationship; or how therapy can help to improve couple relationships, and sometimes to dismantle them, for the benefit of both parties involved, and their children.

It should be most helpful for self-help enthusiasts, and for couples’ therapists who want to broaden their approach to include some of the latest ideas from affect regulation theory; interpersonal neurobiology; and personality adaptations theory.

The book is written as a set of case studies, and other highlights from the historical account of the author’s journey through the lives of more than six hundred couples in therapy.

The case studies are selected to teach the most important principles of successful and unsuccessful relationships, and happy and unhappy relationships.


Jim Byrne, Hebden Bridge, March 2023



“A marriage (or relationship) is a house which is built every day.”

George Simeon


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomThis is a book about love and relationship. It looks at the kinds of problems of love and relationship that individuals and couples bring to couples’ therapy.

In this book, I will present a number of case studies of couple relationship problems, and consider what caused them, and what the outcome of therapy was.

I will also present the guiding principles of happy relationships that I have collected or evolved over the past twenty-four years and which I teach to my couple counselling clients.

Let us begin with some of the most important psychological principles that underline my approach to love and relationship.

After oxygen and water and food – and sleep, and personal safety – love is probably the most important ingredient in the life of a happy human. If work binds us to sanity, then love makes life worth living.

Love springs unbidden from the good side of the human heart; just as hatred grows like a cancer from the bad side.

And every one of us (including you! And me!) has a good and bad side to our heart.

There are no “good people” and “bad people”, at root. A “good person” can slip back and become “bad”. And a “bad person” can reform and become “good”.

Goodness and badness compete within each of us for dominance. And the kind of person we become – and the kind of lover or partner that we are – is an outcome of that inner battle, determined by which side – good or bad – the conscious part of us takes and supports.

In the main, we love those people who please us, delight us, serve us, and contribute to our happiness.

Most often, we hate those people who displease us, challenge us, deny us our desires, and frustrate us.

But what happens when the ‘pleaser’ and the ‘frustrater’ are the same person (which is inevitable in any long-term relationship!)?

Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomThen we have to be skilful in keeping our inner source of love open, while dealing assertively, and/or acceptingly, with the frustration or lack of instant gratification.

How do we learn this balancing act? We learn it, if at all, in our family of origin, by observing and copying our parents’ relationship. (But if we came from a disturbed or unhappy family, we can still learn how to be loving and assertive, and grown-up in our behaviours, at any stage in our lives, with the right kind of guidance and support; and some personal hard work!)

The hundreds of couple clients who have consulted me over the past twenty-four years came from homes in which unhappy marriage was modelled for them by their parents.  They were wired up in childhood to behave in ways that do not work as a means of generating happy family life!


I came from such a family myself! A loveless, arranged marriage of bitter recriminations and distant relating.

Beyond the essential lifting and carrying that my mother had to do to care for me as a baby, and beyond her interest in me as an engaging doll to be washed and dressed, I received no physical love – and no symbolic love of my soul. Only diligent care of my body and personal appearance.

The first person who loved me – the real me – my soul – was a carbolic-scented nun who embraced me (when I was ten years old), just once, as if I was the essence of humanity. (She actually knelt down to do this, and had to beckon me to move towards her, over and over again, before I could cross that floor!) She saved my heart from freezing over; and possibly saved my life!

What kind of husband – in later life – could such a broken boy become?!  My prospects were not great!


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomMy mother hated me for giving her a difficult birth experience. And she discarded me “onto the dusty floor”, at the age of eighteen months, once my little brother had arrived. Some of my clients were sent away to boarding schools. Some were abandoned at birth; and some were symbolically abandoned later. Some were abandoned by the death of their mother in the early years of life. Others were beaten and/or scolded harshly. Some were subjected to mental cruelty; tormented; or were frightened and crushed. Many were subjected to damaging levels of neglect. And some had to endure the stress and strain of hearing their parents fighting, verbally, and sometimes physically.

However, many of them had no childhood memories that they could recount, because they had walled them off to avoid the pain of lovelessness. And some vehemently denied that their childhood contained any pain (even though it is widely recognized that “childhood is a nightmare”!) None of them was loved sufficiently to allow them to find the source of love within themselves.  None of them could love, because they had not been loved.

And what they now called “love”, wasn’t!

And what they called “relationship” was really more of a “struggle-bond”. An unhappy struggle-bond.


For the first twenty-two years of my own life, I trekked through a loveless landscape of incomprehensible social encounters, which were superficial and cold. Then I fell into a brief and torrid affair with a woman slightly older than myself, who then cuckolded me (after six weeks!), just as my mother had cuckolded my father. (This is known as the ‘compulsion to repeat’ patterns of relating which were observed and modelled in our childhood! We are creatures of habit. Whatever we learn in childhood, we tend to enact in later life!)

Most of my couples therapy clients have behaved in their relationships as if they were repeating patterns from their past. It is very difficult to understand why they would stay in such miserable “entanglements” (which they mistakenly call “relationships”) on any other basis than this: They are trying to complete in the present moment, some emotionally messy “unfinished business” from their family of origin!  Or they are following the template modelled for them by their parents.


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomTo me, coming from my unhappy family of origin, “relationships” were a dark mystery, for at least thirty years. I did not learn anything about love until I met a wonderful woman – in Bangladesh, when I was thirty years old – who set out to teach me how to love. (And for those who may be confused here, this did not mean “teach me how to copulate”. Copulation and love are not one and the same thing!) Actually, what she did was to take an interest in me; in my story; and she questioned me deeply about my childhood, over a period of weeks, as we sat together in a quiet room, drinking tea. Then one day she presented me with a poem she had written about my childhood.  I did not recognize the boy in the story. The emotional fireworks that went off in my heart and my guts, as I read her poetic words, reduced me to tears.  I had been “revealed” to myself – “nailed to my childhood cross” – for the first time. I had been “fully felt”, which allowed me to feel myself, for the first time. (Perhaps there was a small echo in there of the smell of carbolic soap from Sister Louise; and her soft hands holding my little torso against her warm body!)


Juliet, who wrote the poem about my childhood, succeeded in opening the door that would eventually allow me to find the source of love inside myself. But Renata, my lovely wife of several decades, would be the one to broaden and deepen that learning into a rich and warm sense of being both a source of love, and a loved soul.


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomIn 1984, I went through six weeks of marriage guidance counselling, along with my wonderful wife, Renata. This was the start of a long learning process – including encounter groups, relationships and communications courses, and individual counselling, as well as training in rational and cognitive therapy – which resulted, in 1998, in my setting up as a rational therapist. My first four clients included two with couple-relationship problems; and one with an intense mother-hatred complex. The fourth was a single man living thousands of miles from his cold, forbidding mother; and living with a woman who was old enough to be his mother. (But he saw no connections or implications in this pattern!)


My own parents had a horrible relationship. They were brought together by a matchmaker. My dad was thirty-four years old, and my mum was seventeen. Neither of them had any capacity to love, themselves, other people, or the seven children they eventually produced. (And the later three of those children were not my father’s progeny!)


My first sex-love relationship, mentioned briefly above, was a combination of two things:

– A repetition of my unhappy relationship with my sometimes cold and distant – and sometimes angry and physically aggressive – mother.

– And my re-enactment of the relationship I’d seen modelled by my mother and father in the ways they related to each other.

Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomThis relationship was short and brutal. It ended with me feeling seriously wounded by Annabel’s unfaithfulness.

Nevertheless, four years later I allowed some mutual acquaintances to “set me up” with a woman who I hardly knew, and with whom I had little in common; but who I married nevertheless. (This then was an arranged marriage; and it was about as unhappy as my parents had been; with me being the passive-withdrawn model of my father; and Ramira being just like my bitter, recriminatory mother). The marriage lasted six years, and ended by my being cuckolded again, just as my father was. It was a brutally unhappy marriage, with an enormously painful end period.


Moving backwards: In 1968, I had found myself in the office of a white-coated psychoanalyst, who told me all my social and emotional problems stemmed from my relationship with my mother. However, given that, at the time, I had no idea what a “relationship” could be, and no conscious recollection of anything “going wrong” (or “right”) between me and my mother, I could not make use of this potentially life changing insight! (Insights are useless unless we can grasp their significance, and unless we take some action as a result!)


Beginning as a rational therapist was a reflection of my own distance, or alienation, from my deepest feelings. Rational therapists over-emphasize thinking, and downgrade the value of feeling. But we actually need to integrate our capacity to feel and our capacity to reason. And it takes protracted experience to lay down the neurological wiring that gives us the capacity to manage our feelings. It is not a simple matter of “changing your thinking to change your emotions!” That is only part of the process.

Over time, I evolved into a holistic, emotion-centred therapist, helping all kinds of clients, but especially disturbed couples. Some of those couples proved to be “pre-contemplators”. They were not contemplating any kind of personal change.  They had identified the entire problem of the unworkability of their relationship as being “my bloody partner’s fault”.

Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomThey were so focused on blaming their partner that they could not see that “it takes two to tango”.  They were unaware of the ways in which they had been shaped by their family of origin.  Even when I “drew them a picture” of the “damaged wiring” in the basement of their minds, they somehow managed to discard that, and to switch the spotlight back onto their partner.

These kinds of clients gained small improvements in their relationships, because they only made small attempts to improve things from their side of the fence.

Some of my couple-clients were “contemplators”. They were thinking about change in their relationships; but they often failed to follow through.  They contemplated change, but could not bring themselves to take the action that was needed to make the change. And many of them would only contemplate change in their partner, but no change in themselves (because they were “perfect” exactly the way they were!)

Again, these kinds of clients gained only small improvements in their relationships, because they only made small attempts to improve things from their side of the fence.

Some of my clients were, or became, “determined” to produce personal change. And the more determined they were, the more they were able to generate the action required to make important changes to their relationships. I introduced them to a new philosophy of couple relationships, and many of them studied it, applied it with determination, and saw some dramatic, sometimes heart-stopping change in the love their partner now showed for them.  (What went around, came back around! [They “cast their bread – or love – upon the waters” and it returned after many days!])


Front Cover Stories from Couples Theapy roomWhat did I learn about healing couple relationships, as a result of my first twenty-four years of this work?

That is what I will tell you in this book, using the stories of my disguised and anonymized clients (from my first twenty years) to help you, the reader, to understand the mysteries of relationships; where the traps and pitfalls are; and how to find the high road to a happy marriage or couple relationship. And I will also include the key principles of successful couple relationships which I collected and developed over a twenty-four-year period.


For information about how to get an advance copy, please email Dr Jim Byrne.